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Hi, my name is Farah Amirah. I'm 15 years old young. I'm loud,i'm crazy,I'm dramatic, I'm sweet. I love my dear sweet cupcakes, my sweety-pies.
I'm loved by daddy; I'm daddy's girl. I need daddy(!),and my SoulSister; like Naqibah. *laugh out loud*
I don't update often, I update when I feel like, okay?
Be nice, I'm nice. If you think I'm not, you can fly fly away, bumblebee is here to stay.
'Cause if you know too much, I would have to flush you.
Whatever is blogged here, stays here.
Fully copyrighted and I'll hunt you down if you take anything here.
And I really will.

Want to know more about me? Just read my blog and come back often.

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3e1`09 "my NaqibahRahmat" my FIDAH,ferd. Amira Aryanti Ashley Azri Clara Eleanor Fiona Furre Kelly Myra nicole MY SAMMY)samithra MY DEAR) Syarmin varsha

i,m dead beat tired but hyper,get me?

k,hello bloggers,well,let me start off with a hi,hello,sawadika,ohio? kk,stop it luh farah.hahak.How was your day?Mine was eventually kinda bored..I don't know why..Something's missing..NURUL NAQIBAH..

i am so darn hungry..i actually planned to go to Fuchun secondary to eat with farah,but..ah,lazy lah sehh,farah got some plans and i already promised syg to go online..

Today i went to school as normal,but without naqibah.She's sick..Haish,tsk tsk..Well,OTW,text syg..He's actually been admitted to the hospital a few days back but decided not to tell me as he don't want me to worry that much..BUt,haish,syg,even though what happens,you still have to tell me okayy?And even though you say you'll gonna be all right,i'm still gonna worry syg..Then,about your hand......Hmm,balut tauu bie..letak antiseptic kay..please bie?

Then,today,in class,i have just discovered a secret.A big one!I just can't believe.Farah and syg knew bout tis..It's like,ermm,i can't believe lah..Well,my lips are sealed,i am not gonna talk bout tis..haha..I keep asking questions to syg bout that..haha,hope he's not bored answering them..haha,cwie shyg..

Currently OTP with syg's sis..haha,assalamualaikum,waalaikumsalam,assalamualaikum,waalaikumsalam...haha..kk,Mum's not cooking,should be dad..urgh..haha..bluek..haha,no lah,nice lah..ermm,a bit onli..haha..k,crap lah sehh..k,currently no pics,but i'll promise i'll update soon orytes?yeah.

I feel like eating briyani..i'm craving for it..from a few daYS back..haish,i want it and i want it now!hmm..

k,i felt like a spoil brat,i know i am..haha,sorry dad..kk,i want to mamam,but not now,later?haha.yeah.stomach already making some kind of song.classic?no no,ROCK..no no,METAL..haish,ta tah!ily dolls,ily syg!mwuuah!

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will be here waiting,

Guys,Guys,Guys!Hello..err,isn't that a way to start a conversation?haha!Correct lah ryte!

Hmm,this few days,things doesn't go quite right for me.Well,my dolls knew why,..My heart have been broken into pieces by that man.That man.My own blood is flowing in him,k k,doesn't sound right,his blood is flowing in me..Aha!much better.Hmm,come on,let's forget about him shall we?Makes my heart tear.

I got to say a few stuffs to my dolls and to syg.

Dolls,i wanna say goodluck to you guys for the o-levels.Study hard orytes?And,yupps2,FOCUS!..Any obstacles,we'll go thru it together.Forever sisterhood perhaps?YEAH!heheh.Really appreciate you guys for being there for me..really..love ya guys sooo muuuuch!

DOLLS
*FURRE abdul
*NURUL naqibah
*AMIRA chan
*NAJAH
*YANTI

Dolls,
I wish we'd grow old friends together,We would hangout and talk.Maybe we can bring our grandchildren along,and they would ask,"how long have you been friends?"And we'll smile and say,"Almost forever".

And when you guys feel sad,don't forget,there is two good people who will never leave you..One up there,and of course,one down here....ME!heheh..

SYG-(only one)haha.
*Danni al-azri

syg,i would never let you go.You know why,i will be here for you,i want the best for you,i love you with all my heart,i swear,

When i say i love you,please believe its true,When i say forever,i know i'll never leave you,When i say goodbye,promise me you won't cry,cause the day i'll be saying that would be the day i die..

u,if you find yourself in a dark room,walls around you are red,and blood comes from everywhere,don't be scared,you're in my heart.

kk,hahah,now currently waiting for doll's call..who knows they want to meet somewhere?o-level will be starting in exactly 1 hour 54 mins..wating for syg's msj too....hmm....


well,i loved this lyrics......









When the light dissapears,
and when this world's insincere,
You'll be safe here,
When nobody,hears you scream,
i'll scream with you,
you'll be safe here,

Save your eyes from your tears,
when everything's unclear,
From the sheer weight,
of your doubts and fears,
wounded heart.

When then light dissapears,
and when this world's insincere,
you'll be safe here.
When nobody hears you scream,
I'll scream with you,
You'll be safe here,
In my arms,through the long cold night,sleep tight,
you'll be safe here,
When no one,understands,
I'll believe,
YOU'll BE SAFE HERE.

ssshh,put your heart,in my hands,
you'll be safe here.....

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Updated by~AzRi~

My dearest Farah Amirah,

Im sorry that i have to be apart from you because i dont wish to see you suffer and i dont want anything happen to you..I have to respect your mum`s decision..Not that im afraid of she wanted to meet my parents just that i dont want to see you getting scolded by your mum badly...I knew how you feel..And i know very well your love is towards me..But what i must do next?There is nothing i can do and there is no choice for me to choose..Your mum told me that i cant even be your friend or even be any relationship with you..I just dont want to see you suffer..Now,i want you to concentrate on your studies kayy?Any problems,you can tell me..You can still share with me...My feelings for you willl not change but its over right now..I wish that i have the chance to know everything what will be next..Im very sure that your parents wants the best for you...To them,it is not worth it because within this age,you will never find long relationship..To them la..Not me..Im also very sure that you parents care alot for you and love you alot.That`s why they dont want anything happen to you..I have carry out my responsibility to own up about me and you and i never escape anything from that..Trust me..I have never escape from all that..I really have to face it and speak up the truth..Now,it is hard for me to contact with you again..But i will be waiting for you until you speak up what is in your mind orytes?For now,i really have no idea what to say..But im seriously sorry for what i did orytes?Hmm..I dont want to disappoint ur mum..I think,i cant contact with you anymore..Maybe because of your mum..But promise me something that you will study hard orytes?TAke care ok?Will be waiting for your news..

Psst:Hope you will have a better guy in your life...=( sorb

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i am so worked up!i screwed up everything!

Heylow people!,
kk,how are you guys doing?i hope you guys are doing fine.Let me start off with an apology,i didn't update my blog for quite sometime..But bby updated for me my blog before this,and its like so sweet!Thank you shyg!So,today was great eventually,well,nothing much,but still,when you are with your friends,its gonna be so noisy,haha,farah was a bit quiet today,but still,the craziness is still in her,naqib was super noisy,mira was like super crazy..haha..

K,currently feeling restless,feeling so tired,feeling so sick..I've got a new problem,a big one,haish,family matters..I swear,i felt so small,i felt life is meaningless,I felt life is unfair,

I wish i could cry,i wish to let go everything,i wish to give up.

I knew the matter can't be solved,i felt so small with all those words meant for me,its seriously so hurting,i've tried to hold on,but it's just hard.

I guess there comes a point where you just have to stop trying because it hurts too much to hold on anymore.I can't,i seriously can't.Those words,it's hurting me inside.

I don't know what I want in life,I don't know what i want right now.All i know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me,and one day,there won't be any of me left..

I just don't know what to say,i hate you.I really do,but what can i do,i have your blood flowing in me,i can't believe i'm actually related to you.You broke my family up,you break my heart,dad's heart especially.How could you.

Don't you have a heart?Can't you appreciate what dad had done all along?MAN!
You're so cruel.

Currently,i have no mood,i just can't believe he did it..that man..that man!

Hmm,dolls,bby,you guys are always there for me,thanks a lot..i really appreciate it.

dolls,True friends are seriously very difficult to find,hard to leave,and certainly impossible to forget.

bby,there are only two times i seriously wanna be with you..NOW & FOREVER..




kk,i felt a bit tired,a bit dizzy,ermm,all in one..you guys take care okay?
Love you Farah,naqib,mira,
Bby..

mwuuah!

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Especially for you..From ~Azri~

Az loves her,farah loves hym!<3

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finally sehh..

ohio!eh hi!k,so sorry to you guys,i didn't update my blog for quite some time,k,wait,correction,loooooooong time..heheh,big fat sorry to you guys...

kk,how are you guys?I am fine here i guess..now,with furre and naqib..haha,kepo lah sehh..huahua..then chatting with syg..

*furre says:aper lah?!giler lah sehh!
*naqib says:kepale hotak kau!haha,

I can't say anything..den furre is completing her masterpiece..nice!and syg's drawing is nice too..so the artistic..furre drew michael scofield..syg drew dragon..hehe..

furre said:i love his eyes,it's so eye-sy..

kk,ending post for today..i love you guys!

oh ya!syg already got blog!wee!haha,..

k,pat sini,very the kecoh lah,like at the cinema..LOL..no lah,market...three people like 30 people..haha..

mish u people,
naqib,farah,mirah,azri..

hehehe.....

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