i am so worked up!i screwed up everything!



Heylow people!,
kk,how are you guys doing?i hope you guys are doing fine.Let me start off with an apology,i didn't update my blog for quite sometime..But bby updated for me my blog before this,and its like so sweet!Thank you shyg!So,today was great eventually,well,nothing much,but still,when you are with your friends,its gonna be so noisy,haha,farah was a bit quiet today,but still,the craziness is still in her,naqib was super noisy,mira was like super crazy..haha..

K,currently feeling restless,feeling so tired,feeling so sick..I've got a new problem,a big one,haish,family matters..I swear,i felt so small,i felt life is meaningless,I felt life is unfair,

I wish i could cry,i wish to let go everything,i wish to give up.

I knew the matter can't be solved,i felt so small with all those words meant for me,its seriously so hurting,i've tried to hold on,but it's just hard.

I guess there comes a point where you just have to stop trying because it hurts too much to hold on anymore.I can't,i seriously can't.Those words,it's hurting me inside.

I don't know what I want in life,I don't know what i want right now.All i know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me,and one day,there won't be any of me left..

I just don't know what to say,i hate you.I really do,but what can i do,i have your blood flowing in me,i can't believe i'm actually related to you.You broke my family up,you break my heart,dad's heart especially.How could you.

Don't you have a heart?Can't you appreciate what dad had done all along?MAN!
You're so cruel.

Currently,i have no mood,i just can't believe he did it..that man..that man!

Hmm,dolls,bby,you guys are always there for me,thanks a lot..i really appreciate it.

dolls,True friends are seriously very difficult to find,hard to leave,and certainly impossible to forget.

bby,there are only two times i seriously wanna be with you..NOW & FOREVER..




kk,i felt a bit tired,a bit dizzy,ermm,all in one..you guys take care okay?
Love you Farah,naqib,mira,
Bby..

mwuuah!


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